O God! Thy faithfulness

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It's late. And I have not been very productive today. I know that I should focus on my studies now. But I really want to write this down right now! I just can't wait!!!!!

It's weird sometimes. Well, most of the time, actually. That I will get so pumped all of a sudden to write down what I have went through with God.
Then I think... Maybe it is not that sudden after all... that....
THIS IS HIS CALLING!

I really want to remember every single wonderful things that He has done in my life. I want to count every blessing that I received. I want to write it in my blog not just because I want to share, but the main purpose is to remind myself of how awesome is Him.
I hope that whenever I am in doubt, I will remember the miracles He did. And be brave and continue to trust in Him.

Just now, I was talking to my parents.
I wanted to ask them about the water baptism that I really want to get so so much. It will certainly mean a lot to me.

So, I was waiting for the right time to talk to them about it just now. I prayed that God will give me the courage to ask them this time.
But when I was talking just now, my mood suddenly got just real bad. I was losing control of my temper again. The sound system was not clear, I could barely heard what they said. And I got really irritated by having to repeat what I just said over and over again to them.

In the end, I gave up.
I did not tell them.

I got frustrated after the call.

Why did I not ask them again?

By then, the demons come attacking my soul once again:
"You are being silly! They will never become believers. It just will not happens. Look at them! They do not even go to church, they do not even know God. How will they ever accept Lord the Savior?"

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I was about to give up.......











Right at that moment, a MSN friend nudged me.

I have not talked to him for a long time. In fact, I only talked to him once. Both of us have no idea how we become friends in MSN.

Anyway, the last time I talked to him is because he saw me listening to Hillsong in my MSN pm so found me and asked why I like them. And so, we started to talk a lot about our faith and shared our testimonies.
It is just so amazing that I can have a friend who can really talk about Christianity with me and giving me encouragement.

So just now, he found me again.
We started to talk about Morris Cerrulo and Christian songs and then, he told me about his experiences with God.
He shared a lot of amazing testimonies with me!!!

One of his testimonies really gives me a lot of faith:
His grandmother was not a believer. His family had been praying for her for a long time. Then, one day, she just said that she wants to go to church. Nobody knows why. God did the miracle by touching her heart and eventually, she is now a believer in God!

BANG! BANG BANG BANG!!!


Isn't that what He did to my grandmother too? Well, in a different way, but still......... How could I forgot about that? How could I easily be influenced with the lies from the demons? And, giving up???


That friend of mine told me that he also don't know why he would just told me all the things that happened in his life, which he seldom shares with anyone else. But he just felt like want to share with me?!!!

Don't you agree that that's the Holy Spirit working?

I feel so glad that he found me and shared his stories with me. I feel blessed by having an "accident" friend like him in MSN. He is truly a blessing to me.

I thank God for being faithful when I am not.
For remembering me all the times even I forgot about Him in my busy life.


Oh! Thy faithfulness.............



Little thought: He blessed me once again by sending an angel of Him to remind me of the plan He has for me to strengthen my faith. I am glad that He always want to bless me in every part of my life. Isn't He awesome?