I need Your grace....

I am grateful that You have been helping and giving me a lot of grace
To set me free from the hatred and anger I used to have for those who hurt me
To break that chain of doubt and shame
To help me to forgive myself

Your grace is sufficient for me.

But LORD, my bad temper has begun to creep inside me again these days
I become easily annoyed and frustrated
I hardly can find peace with people around me
I tried so hard to suppress my emotion
But it burst out and eventually
hurt the people around me

I tried..... I tried....
I tried to be patient......
but I know I would not be able to do it without Your grace
I don't want to lose this fight and let the enemies to control my emotion
So Lord, would You come?
Take charge of my body, my mind, my soul and my spirit

I need You....
I want to be pleasing in Your eyes....