D.AM.N.

Damn you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


What have you done? What have you done to me?
I tried to ignore you, tried not to hate you, not to bother you, staying out of your way,
but you are the one who keep on crossing over the border and trigger my anger!

Angry when I actually do not have the time and energy to do so..... And I really really do not want to hate you....
What makes me angriest is you keep crashing down my confidence.

I used to be quite confident in myself. Trusting the best side of people and believing that everyone is treating me very nice and feel accepted in the group.

Because of you! I become so lack of confidence in myself now. Damn!

I start to rethink if people are truly being nice to me, if people like me, or are they just pretending?
I start to worry every action of mine. If I did anything that hurts people again, if I said anything wrong, did I just made someone hate me?


This is so not me!!!!!
Where is my CONFIDENCE?! I demand it back!



I don't want this feeling of unsecure... I want to be MYSELF!!!