Shocking News!!!

Wow!! Wow wow wow wow wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never expect this to happen! Oh gosh! I just couldn't accept it!

"Me and Liz... erm... can now be considered as an official couple....."

I was like... I am not mad you know? I am just too shocked. Ya. Just shocked. Not angry. Not jealous. Not frustrated.

Thanks Lord for giving me a calm heart to accept this fact. I thought I would like shouting or screaming and God know what I will do.... but... nothing. Nothing happen at all. And honestly, I am not mad at them.

Of course I feel sad. Who wouldn't?
What? A girl best friend "rampas" your best guy friend? OMG! Alright. Maybe rampas is too harsh a word. But, hey! I feel cheated!
She knows everything between us. But, still pretending that.... nothing happened. She still make fun/make joke on both of us. Ouch! Can you feel what I feel?

I feel hurt.

Yet.... I understand why they are treating me like this..... Making me a fool? =D No lar... They are just concern about me... Worry what will be my response after knowing the truth.

I wonder... How many people actually know about this?

Hmmm.....

I don't think I am the first, neither did mike. Coz he told me that he just knew it also..... Did wei young already know about this? Somehow, I feel that he knows about sonething.
He is acting weird recently. Trying to avoid me. Maybe he just don't dare to face me. Do not know how to response if I know the thing.

If you ask what kind of feeling I am having now? Still, I will say that IT'S WEIRD!

I am used to chatting with him, his smile to me, his patting, me knocking his head, looking at each other without embarrass....
Those kind of feeling.... Those kind of intimacy...... That kind of trust!

I will never know that what will happen to us.....
I will never know that if we are still going to the same university....
Our drems.... Our future.... wether will be the same anymore...
Or will he change his mind because of her?

It's still too sudden for me....
I think I need time to digest.....