Hey! Emo girl!

Cheer up!

I have been emo-ing these days. I dun really know the reason behind this emo. It's actually caused by several reasons.

Stress is the first perhaps?

I know it's only the beginning of a new semester and I should be enjoying attending classes and learning new things. However, I am feeling stressed for the heavy load of courses. I have to catch up with so many subjects in such a limited time. I have to revise, make notes, search information for assignments... Huh.... I am STRESSED!

I even trying to avoid myself from my friends, especially someone in specific. I just want to be alone. Study alone. Eat alone. Lock up myself. I don't want to mix with anyone.
I cannot tahan when seeing others studying. I am having some sort of mental problem. I think I am going crazy soon. @.@
p/s: So just leave me alone when I stay away from you. I need time to be alone.

Right, first reason: stress

Second reason?


Hmm.....
Because of someone in particular?

I don't understand....
I don't get it....

Why are you so important to me? The one I will care for, the one I will only hope to be with when I boycott everyone else.

I tried to stay away from you also. But I can't make it.

You are my best friend. Best friend.

But when everyone else gossiping about us, teasing us. I kinda... Erm.... Scare?
I am not really annoyed by their teasing. It's just that... It is not that good, you see. Coz you have her, I have him. It somehow will affect our reputation, you see. I know you are confused and hurt by my reaction. I ignore you when you are talking with me. I don't dare to stare at you.

Now I know I am that stupid girl.
A stupid girl that is too straight forward and too honest to herself and show whatever feeling on her face. I am not good in pretending. Only a few days and... I stick back with you again. Sigh....
Lousy me!

Huh....

I want to get rid of my emoness soon!
Arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................

I HATE MYSELF!