Just wana crap...

Am I an emotional person? hmm... Have been thinking about this since reading a friend's blog.

I was, I think.
Very emotional.

I used to cry very easily. Like to lock myself in the toilet and open the tab water then cry out loud. I was very sensitive. Can cry due to very minor minor thing, which I feel is very stupid now.

I think I have grown tougher. Mentally, of course. (Swt...)
Before coming to INTEC, I had such a weak personality. So easy to be hurt, so fragile. I was so naive and optimistic in everything. Thinking that the world is so perfect. Everyone treats you very nice and you can always be the princess.

Nah................
Not anymore.
At least not anymore now.

Things happen. And they have taught me to grow stronger and learn to protect myself. I cannot be as naive as I was before. I have to open my eyes wide and recognize clearly everyone around me. They might act friendly to you, but opps! Don't judge something too fast, you might overlook the ugly part of them. Just to be careful before you are hurt by the others.

Things around are imperfect. There is nothing as perfect. It's a wrong perception. Just want to be realistic here. I noticed that some people are just so "innocent"? I must say. They are so so optimistic until that they make themselves looked so stupid in others' eyes. Of course it would be great to be optimistic but, just be a bit more realistic lar. It's just for your own good actually.

Ya... We can have friends. Friends that share secrets and those who really care when we need their help. I do appreciate those who really help me a lot here in INTEC, those who really bring a lot of laughter and joy into my life...

SATE, hafidz, chen khuan, CJ, wei young, jonathan, kian hui, michael, phin ying and the gang................

I meet a lot a lot of friends here in INTEC who change my perspective towards life. My life become so meaningful because of these cute friends.

However, as pessimistic as it might sound, I still do not believe in everlasting friendship........

Erm..
I want to clarify a bit....
Not trying to influence my readers' thought here. Just merely want to express my own feeling.