Who I am?

Who I am?
Well, definitely, I am Amy. (Although it is not my real name. Whatever.)

What I mean here is... What kind of person I am?
Selfish, mean, fierce, sarcastic... Those are the words that I often heard from people...
Well... I have thought about what they described about me...

Is that true that I am selfish?
Erm... I admit. Yes, sometimes I am selfish. I am not willing to share what I have with other people, especially the things that I had worked really hard to get it. Probrably I will only share with my best friends or just friends, friends I do like. For those that somehow cannot get into my "favorite type of friends list", well, sorry lor, there will be zero chance that I will ever share my things with you.

People might ask: "So, what kind of people can only be considered by you as your favorite friends?"
Hmm.. This question....
There is no a particular standard for that. As long as I see the person and feel right about him or her, that is, BINGO! But, I admit I am very MEAN. Sometimes, even though a person didn't do anything (bad) to me, I can dislike that person simlpy because of their attitude, way of talking, minor minor stuff, which other people are unlikely to care. But I DO!
MEAN GIRL!!! Alright, I admit that. Who care? Whatever...

I used to be a very friendly person. Mix with a lot diffferent kinds of friends. But, somehow, I begin to think that friends are not that important anymore. This might sound a bit persismistic but that is really what I feel. For now. Why do we need friends? Since friends might not be sincere to you. They might act very friendly to you (from the surface), but who know what they are talking about behind you? I don't believe there is such a thing as true friendship.

There is no friendship that can last forever.
Friends come and go. So why should we spend so much time to make new friends?

Okay, maybe you will say: "Friends can help and support you in time of need."
Hey!!! Doesn't that mean that we are actually hoping to get something from our friends?
See! There is no true friendship. Don't be so childish! Everyone in this world is selfish. To survive in this realistic world, of course we should put ourselves first before we think of others.

You can disagree with me.
But you cannot change my perspective of view.