Thursday, September 18, 2008

empty

Not that I want to be emo... Am I really that emo? Hmm... I just don't know what happen to myself. I am stressed. or am I? Not really... I have no idea.

I have a lot of things to do. Packed myself with all the biology terms. But, I am not stressed.

I am not stressed.

To be honest, I have no feeling now.
Angry, frustrated, annoyed, stress, curious, happy, jealous?
I feel none of them.
I am just feeling.... EMPTY!

Ya.. I think that's the correct word. I just feel that I am empty these days.
I am nobody. Nobody care what I do, what I eat, what time I sleep, where I am, what is my feeling, what am I thinking... Just no one will care. They just think that I am a freak with the whole brain thinking about biology.
Everyone is busy with his or her own things. Who else will ever care about me? In fact, asking myself back, I do not concern anyone too.

I just want to be alone for a while I think. To rest? Anything.

Hope next Friday will come soon. Going back to home.
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2 comments:

Liz said...

not that no one cares of you... we do care. it's just that we have overwhelming work, the same that you do now. it's kinda hard to go back to the days where we just sit and chat many hours for fun when there is so many biology names to memorize, empirical reports to do, lab reports to write, etc etc...

we still care about you, k? don't be sad or feel empty~ holidays soon!

September 19, 2008 at 11:39 AM
eL tInker said...

hey hey
we do care for u la dear
it's juz sometimes you're so occupied with your things(studies) that we dun dare to kacau u..XD
hahah
yea, hols soon..hope u have fun back in Kuching..=)

September 20, 2008 at 10:51 AM

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